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The Power of Denial by Nina

A lot of memories come to ache on a rainy day.
This spring I lost one important thing in my life and I have been struggling to recover from it. I haven't realized the thing was so important until I lost it. We tend to appreciate something it's gone, and it's too late when we realize. I feel stupid myself because I have been repeatedly making such mistakes in my life. I am a dominatrix yet of course a human being, I am hurt, feel vulnerable, and feel isolated. I have many dark sides that derived from the dark experienced I had, those things were tough and some I even don't want to recall, however it's true that those things made me who I am today. Should I appreciate those tough experiences? I am different from others and I like that, but, in order to be unique do I have to continue experience those harsh things, because I hate being ordinary.

I believe I am strong because I have been debastated throughout my life. So I know your weakness and the desire to find a woman who is strong enough to embrace you in her arms. I do domination and I enjoy the power, but, of course I am not a goddess or anything. I am just a person who knows sweet and bitter things in life. But I feel you - are seeing me only in one direction, a goddess. Do you want to believe I am like that? If you keep seeing me in this way there is a strong power of denial in you. You do see the things the way you want to be.

As you know, I am your sad friend. I pray to god for help, for not receiving difficulties anymore, and to have hopes. I am a weak human being.

Quoted from Nina's Life-Long Nap

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